Today is a good day. Great mood, great stuff on T.V., im getting tons of support from friends and family, AND the woman I love finally told me she loves me. This really helps put things into perspective. I have a deeper understanding of why I'm doing this. I'm doing this, because I want to live. To live the life I am entitled to. One of love, excitment, and joy. I want a relationship. To not only love, but to BE loved.
I now know that breathing does not mean you are alive. It simply means you are not dead. To live, one must open their eyes. Embrace fear with the ferocity of a man insane, and swan dive into the beautiful void of uncertainty. This is it. The time is now. NOTHING tastes better than freedom. I can do this. I will do this.
If i had a choice between sanity and insanity...well shit insanity just seems so much more interesting really
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